Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Depressions seems to be coming back hard.  Seems everyone else, no matter what their way of life, marital status, goodness of heart, etc they can pop em out and no matter how good I try to be, how hard I work on my marriage, nothing makes a difference.  It is more medication, more shots, more heartbreak.

I am not sure how much longer I can go on like this,

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  1. I've thought about you so many times, and kept checking for new updates. I am happy that you finally posted, but sorry that things are so rough for you. I am praying for you and hope you will get better soon. May the sun start shining for you already. "Yourinfo"

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  2. I can't even imagine the pain you've experienced over the past year, but I pray that things start looking up for you soon. My words seem so shallow, but I mean them very wholeheartedly.

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  3. I am sorry you are so unhappy. There are lots of people in your shoes and everyone has a story. Even if their journey looks easy to you, it probably isn't. I can attest to that. My journey was hell and full of grief. No easy popping here. It took a decade. Your misery will end in happiness someday.

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  4. I have never said otherwise. If people are afraid to talk to me they are reding something into my words that it not there and should stop covering behind their own fears. The Internet is not as anonymous as you think

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  5. Seemingly able to "pop them out" is not what it seems ...for you, me or anyone I know. But we travel in different circles.

    And I know you know who writes here, no mater what name they use. Not that stupid, nor would I write a comment I can't stand by. Just wish you could connect with someone who has lost babies as well instead of being so isolated in your pain. Maybe feel better that others have also suffered and not just you.... as wierd as that sounds.

    Hoping things get better for you soon.

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  6. You are the one who cut me out by making assumptions that had no bearing on reality. If you want to reach me, you know how under your real name.

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  7. You cut me out based on assumptions that had no base in reality. If you want to reach me under your real name, you know how.

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