Good Lord.  I just tried to go back to see what I wrote last new years even on this blog.  I forgot it was not even around yet.  Last Dec 31st None of this year had happened yet.  I was pretty much as happy as they came.  Even if the coming year is the best one ever I can never go back to the person I was then.  I will stall have buried a child and a parent.  Still dealt with non stop pain chronic pain for a long, long time, and still spent this year learning who my real friends were.

I want a TARDIS.  I know changing the past is a no no, but I want to at least be able to remember what it looked like.