My thoughts, arguments with God and rants after having a stillborn baby girl at 32 weeks. Please feel free to share this site with anyone going through the pain of miscarriage, pregnancy loss, still birth, infant death or anyone else who you think might find it useful.
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Another failure. FET this time. And I can not even meet with my doctor until after the chagim in October so there is nothing to keep me hoping over the yom tovim. I aam not going to make it. 2 years ago erev yom kippur I found out I was pregnant with my beutiful miracle angel who was too good for this world. Last year I was still so far into my depression I barely noticed the chagim. This year it is just a hot searing pain.
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HUGS! I wish I had something more profound to say, but I don't, so please accept my hugs!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear this. What an emotional roller coaster. You are such good people, and you deserve happiness. Hoping that you have much support over the chagim, and have much to celebrate in the coming year. If you're not in the mood to celebrate at the exact time of the holidays, then it will just have to happen whenever you are ready and able.
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