Thursday, August 30, 2012
Another failure. FET this time. And I can not even meet with my doctor until after the chagim in October so there is nothing to keep me hoping over the yom tovim. I aam not going to make it. 2 years ago erev yom kippur I found out I was pregnant with my beutiful miracle angel who was too good for this world. Last year I was still so far into my depression I barely noticed the chagim. This year it is just a hot searing pain.