I had a dream last night that turned into a nightmare.
We were shopping to go away. Channah was with us and so was Gabi. She was 4 weeks old in my head, but she looked like a 1 year old if not older. We kept trying to get her what she needed to go away, but we could never find her when we found things, or we could not find things for her. It ended with a relative of mine telling me that I should not worry about it because she was not important anyway.
I woke up in a cold sweat. I guess telling it back it does not sound so bad, but waking up from it I felt like she had been torn from me again.
This is not going to be an easy week.
No, it does not sound "not so bad." It sounds like an absolutely terrible dream. Gabi *is* important. Her importance cannot possibly be diminished, no matter what anyone says. Such a tiny person, with so many people thinking about her, in many countries and even across vast oceans.
ReplyDeleteI hope a beautiful dream comes your way the next time you close your eyes, and that you wake up feeling peace and love.