Tuesday, June 14, 2011
I quit. I need help. I am sitting here a puddle of tears on my couch. There are some people you can't avoid for various reasons and they never stop hurting you. And you just keep going back for more and more and more punishment. I am a freaking masochist when it comes to this sort of thing. I don't know why I even bother trying.
Lord knows I know other people have their problems, but that does not mean that mine are so simple that "things will get better" and that "I am a fully functioning adult with a family of my own" so therefore I do not need a shoulder, or attention in any way shape or form.
I know I don't matter much in the grand scheme of things, but this is going to be the end of my undoing.