Well, I guess even if my body and I hate each other I can take some comfort in the fact that I am good at what I do.  I had a sale tonight as part of a a local "MegaMall" and did better than I expected to.  My new animal line seems to be make people go wild ;)  Seriously, I just wish I could focus on my positives rather than my faults.  I guess it is hard to move past years and years of having thrown in your face.