Sunday, June 19, 2011

Well, the last of the people due anywhere near where I was have had their babies.    I am the only one who struck out.  I guess in it's own way that is a good thing- I just wish it did not have to be me.Those who had just found out they were expecting when we lost Gabbi are really starting to show.  We are starting to consider other options.  Meeting with the fertility specialist this week for the first time.  Looking into fostering and adoption.

I just want someone tiny who needs me to love.

Feeling really really low tonight.  Low and alone.

1 comment:

  1. A lot of people need your love, not just tiny people. Just think of all of the people in the world who feel alone, want a hug and someone to care. When that tiny person, or slightly larger person does come along, they will be so lucky that you've been waiting for them!